Tv and internet is gone again. Those two things help keep me sane. When you're sick and can't do much but just veg out on the couch. But other bills take priority. Obviously in this heat electricity is a must! And water! And the roof over our heads. I don't mind not having a lot of food since I just throw it up anyway. But I'll miss the escape tv gave me. Guess I don't have to pay netflix this month either :p
I have a terrible pain just above my belly button. It hurts to move around. I now walk hunched over like a little ol lady. I hope it goes away. It's been almost 24 hours. If it doesn't go away by the time Irvin gets home, I'll be making him take me to hospital.
Anyway, dunno when I'll be back around. I'm typing this on my phone but I have limited data so I can't be using the internet often unless I go steal me some wifi!
Love and miss you, my fans.
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Fuck... when I feel very severely ill (which is pretty much all the time lately) I'd rather have them cut my throat than getting cut off from the internet and my beloved telly. Now don't you take this as condescending largesse... I'm just a fellow head case - so how much do you need to cover your cable and internet bills?
ReplyDeleteRight? It's an escape. Where you don't have to think about how miserable you are. I watch reality tv so I can say "hey at least I'm not that messed up!" Ugh we have Comcast and it's stupid expensive. Over a hundred bucks. And my free healthcare covers a lot, but my bipolar meds are not covered and hundreds of dollars. I've gotten a few donations but I know my fans aren't rich and can't give me hundreds of dollars to cover everything. I used to have a shopping addiction too. It helped mentally. But I can't afford that now obviously. My boyfriend and I constantly argue about money. It's kind of soul sucking ya know? Not being able to provide for myself.
ReplyDeleteBut you do have all your crucially needed meds then? If there is something essential you're not able to afford at the moment, I'd be more than happy to help you out financially if I can.
ReplyDeleteMedically, I am covered for now. So thank you. In 3 weeks I'll be seeing a specialist and hopefully all his tests are cowered. I just got all my pills refilled. Except the anti nausea one. It's due next week to be filled but it's a generic and cheap. Just those darn psych meds are expensive. And we paid what bills we could. Money will be super tight for the next two weeks. And I have the flu! So all I really need are flu meds, tea and soup!
DeleteUgh covered not cowered. Hard to do this on my phone but my mom pays it. Family plan and it has internet. I would love to see my therapist again too. Share t have me a huge discount cuz my health care doesn't cover mental health stuff. How dumb is that?! $40 a session rather than $160. But we got $200 to last us till the 20th when the by gets paid again. No make that $250 thanks to a donation I got this morning :)
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